When life gets busy and stressed

When work and life gets busy and stressed, I'll look forward end of the day when I can get back home and see the babies. They are usually sleeping when I reached home but I'll be always be there to pacify them back to sleep whenever they wake up. When they wake up, it can be because their pacifier dropped, they are feeling hot and uncomfortable, just had a bad dream or whatsoever. I'll hold on to their small body and let them feel secure. I will stand firm beside the cot, looked at them and deep inside my heart whenever I hold them, I just want to say "I love you babies." Daddy is working hard and stressed up at times but both of you made me feel that its all worth it. I just want both of you to be happy and be useful people in future. I supposed this feeling can only be felt when we become parents ourselves. I never felt such when I'm still on my own. Thats why I will say Parenthood make our life more complete...

I haven't been updating for a week due to work and yet productivity in office dropped due to lack of sleep or rather interrupted sleep. Joshua is still waking up every hour or two throughout the night and we need to put his pacifier back to stop his noise every-time he wakes up. I always afraid he gets too awake and refuse to sleep or his noise wake Josiah up. As for Josiah, he was down with flu and cough again lately which also affect his sleep and appetite. I'm not sure whether teething are part of all these fussiness lately. Life are certainly not getting easier as compared to 3 or 4 months ago. They are demanding more attention and are more difficult to feed nowadays. Both Felin and I are really tired having to juggle between work and the babies but I will still think Felin have a very more difficult job everyday, having also to express breastmilk for them at home and in office.

 Joshua is able to sit really well now.

 

Josiah is super good in turning and twisting his body. He is always motivated to move forward.

 

 Josiah always take initiative to get close to Joshua but Joshua always feel irritated by him.

 

Enjoying Tummy time with the babies.