Treasuring my days of long hour work

I haven't been doing much in preparation for my fatherhood over the past few days. I have been so busy trying to complete my work as if I am going for a long holiday. I'm trying to clear my proposals, submissions, claims, administrative issues and continue to go for my HR and client's meetings.

While writing this, its nearly 3:30am and I'm still on my laptop. Tomorrow, I still need to wake up at as early as 8am and go for 2 appointments in the morning and afternoon. My time used to be 60% work and 40% family in the past and from 12th January onwards, my time for work have to reduce to probably 40% work and 60% family. My lifestyle need to change and my productivity need to improve.

On Friday, I will need to drive Felin for Medical appointment and go for my Half day Army briefing in the afternoon. I don't have much time left to complete whatever I set out to do.

Its only 4 days before a life changing event. Even till today, I still don't feel ready for the change. The day I need to be more patient and understand that my working hours are reduced. I will miss my long hours of work as a workaholic.

I will hope to spend a good last weekend with my wife as a couple. My Panda eyes days are coming...