We really treasured our time together over that 9 days but we talked a lot about the babies and MIL kept sending us pictures of the babies to us. We also recorded videos almost everyday to talk to the babies whenever we reach somewhere beautiful. They were always in our mind and by the time we were about to go back, we were already missing them so much.
The moment we reached home, they seems stunned for a while but gradually show their smile and warmth to us. The feeling of carrying them high up in my arms again give me so much joy. Josiah now has 8 teeths and Joshua 4 now. Joshua's motor abilities are better than Josiah as he grabs things faster and crawl with better coordination. Josiah is more smiley and Joshua's smile is somehow cheeky and I think he is really intelligent. Josiah still have issues with solids as he hardly ate the porridge that we made for them. Their face also seem to change over that short 14 days frame.
I had a lot of reflection over that 2 weeks as I vowed to manage my time better and do things that will help in my health, spiritual life, personal development and career instead of wasting time on too many useless things. I hope I will be more energised when I get back to office on Monday.
We spent the weekend together with the babies and last night when Josiah was sleeping on my bed, I can't stop looking at his face and thinking how happy he must be if he sees me the first thing in the morning. I think such joy can only be deeply felt by parents and we know that such love may not be reciprocated. Just seeing them smile and be happy is enough to help me forget all my trouble and stress ahead.
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